Saltwater [wo]man.

(Source: thehideousheart)

Panicked. Unfollowed. Too much personality here.

Fucktheinternet.

wildheartswhitetshirts:

Jerome Liebling 

Butterfly Boy

1949

(via ludotomboi)

While I suppose I am far from calling my experience “rape,” I also don’t always call myself “trans,” and that’s more about language appropriation than an experience differential.

Yeah I was unattractive. Yeah I was unwashed. Yeah you knew I wasn’t going to say “no” because I was leaving the next day and this was going to be my “big bang,” right? Consent sober doesn’t equate to acceptable blackout sex with a stranger who sticks it in your ass like you begged for it so that you can’t walk the next day.

I have begun thinking about this since I have decided I want to have a sex with a cis-gendered man while sober. I am terrified that I won’t be able to and that I’m going to freak the fuck out, but I don’t know if it’s okay to keep hiding from this thing which is obviously an important piece of my sexual identity.

• Be more present.
• Work on sexual/intimacy-related honesty.
• Spend more time in the garden.
• Remember that I am my own person and do not need other people/their schedules to define my happiness, including my partner.
• Craft more.
• Spend more time going to different events outside of my friend circle with a variety of people.
• Keep a beer list.
• Get okay with writing things that say nothing.

To not do:

• Let other people dictate my gender presentation.
• Keep myself from crying.
• Drink every night.

I’m already doing better this year, I think. Pushin’ on.

ancient-serpent:

Cabinet of curiosities. “Lenore”, Etsy

Bottles for flight feathers, skeletons for closets; keys to my heart.

ysvoice:

| ♕ |  St-Michel Abbey - Mont St-Michel, Normandy  | by © Julio López Saguar

Mon endroit prefere du monde entier.

(via veganweedsoup)

Forget it. I’m sick of fighting and all I want to do is pack the fuck up and leave. 

What happened here?

We found that the RASGRF-2 gene plays a crucial role in controlling how alcohol stimulates the brain to release dopamine, and hence trigger the feeling of reward.

So, if people have a genetic variation of the RASGRF-2 gene, alcohol gives them a stronger sense of reward, making them more likely to be heavy drinkers.

Thanks, Daddy.

I’ve got to get me some air.

(Source: mydarkenedeyes, via eleventhplace)

I’m falling apart.

It’s the little things. 

Thanks, Mom. 

loftcultural:

Vicent Van Gogh - A Pair of Shoes (1886)

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Rockin’ it. Bottom left facial hair is my dream!

(Source: thievinggenius, via queerco)

Brushwork-gasm.

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