Or, How to Duplicate a Mental Space.

Yeah, I'm, like, totally approachable.   Because,

if you can't get enough Politico-Lang Lit about Bodily Modified Gender-Slamming Queer Feminist Prose Art Criticism at your local center of [anti?] Academia,

there's always the internet.

Tumblr cripples my ability to get dressed in the morning.

Blankpagegendervomitbutnothingcomesbackup. I can see why I left.

— 3 days ago

deafula:

Saturday, Oct. 12 ! Be there, Philly. 
(awesome flyer by dre grigoropol)

It takes me a long time to get ready for this event because everyone is overwhelmingly good looking and interesting.

deafula:

Saturday, Oct. 12 ! Be there, Philly. 

(awesome flyer by dre grigoropol)

It takes me a long time to get ready for this event because everyone is overwhelmingly good looking and interesting.

— 9 months ago with 36 notes

Saltwater [wo]man.

Saltwater [wo]man.

(Source: thehideousheart)

— 1 year ago with 11014 notes

Followed someone I know IRL.

Panicked. Unfollowed. Too much personality here.

Fucktheinternet.

— 1 year ago with 1 note

wildheartswhitetshirts:

Jerome Liebling 
Butterfly Boy
1949

wildheartswhitetshirts:

Jerome Liebling 

Butterfly Boy

1949

(via ludotomboi)

— 1 year ago with 9 notes

Raped While Abroad. →

While I suppose I am far from calling my experience “rape,” I also don’t always call myself “trans,” and that’s more about language appropriation than an experience differential.

Yeah I was unattractive. Yeah I was unwashed. Yeah you knew I wasn’t going to say “no” because I was leaving the next day and this was going to be my “big bang,” right? Consent sober doesn’t equate to acceptable blackout sex with a stranger who sticks it in your ass like you begged for it so that you can’t walk the next day.

I have begun thinking about this since I have decided I want to have a sex with a cis-gendered man while sober. I am terrified that I won’t be able to and that I’m going to freak the fuck out, but I don’t know if it’s okay to keep hiding from this thing which is obviously an important piece of my sexual identity.

— 1 year ago

#personal  #that drunk white girl was asking for it  #tw rape  #tw sexual assault  #feminism 
To do [2013]:
  • Be more present.
  • Work on sexual/intimacy-related honesty.
  • Spend more time in the garden.
  • Remember that I am my own person and do not need other people/their schedules to define my happiness, including my partner.
  • Craft more.
  • Spend more time going to different events outside of my friend circle with a variety of people.
  • Keep a beer list.
  • Get okay with writing things that say nothing.

To not do:

  • Let other people dictate my gender presentation.
  • Keep myself from crying.
  • Drink every night.

I’m already doing better this year, I think. Pushin’ on.

— 1 year ago

#personal  #new year 
ancient-serpent:


Cabinet of curiosities. “Lenore”, Etsy


Bottles for flight feathers, skeletons for closets; keys to my heart.

ancient-serpent:

Cabinet of curiosities. “Lenore”, Etsy

Bottles for flight feathers, skeletons for closets; keys to my heart.

— 1 year ago with 791 notes

ysvoice:

| ♕ |  St-Michel Abbey - Mont St-Michel, Normandy  | by © Julio López Saguar

Mon endroit prefere du monde entier.

ysvoice:

| St-Michel Abbey - Mont St-Michel, Normandy  | by © Julio López Saguar

Mon endroit prefere du monde entier.

(via veganweedsoup)

— 1 year ago with 1048 notes

Babysitter or boyfriend?

Forget it. I’m sick of fighting and all I want to do is pack the fuck up and leave. 

What happened here?

— 1 year ago

"Binge-Drinking Gene Discovered" →

We found that the RASGRF-2 gene plays a crucial role in controlling how alcohol stimulates the brain to release dopamine, and hence trigger the feeling of reward.

So, if people have a genetic variation of the RASGRF-2 gene, alcohol gives them a stronger sense of reward, making them more likely to be heavy drinkers.

Thanks, Daddy.

— 1 year ago

#drinking  #alcoholism  #parenting  #addictions 
I’ve got to get me some air.

I’ve got to get me some air.

(Source: mydarkenedeyes, via blvckovt)

— 1 year ago with 68629 notes